Dream in nutshell: a religious attacks are going on in families, churches, from fake friends (even in workplaces) - involving human sacrifices, when they want to kill your soul and want to kill innocent people secretly. But innocent lambs and scapegoats don’t need to be victimized and shamed.
Short
explanation: you need to close the door to these kind of people. Behind the
small white door, there is a territory of Jesus. You need to speak out this
time about your abuses. Don’t go silent. This time is different. They are not
able to go after you! You are protected by Jesus. You have victory with Jesus,
because you are survivor. The last word not belong to narcissists, the last
word belong to Jesus. He is the Alpha and Omega.
I
have received this dream on 19th of July, 2020, before midnight.
I
also attached some simple drawings to this video for you to understand more
about what Jesus wants to share with you.
Now
I tell you the dream in detail.
There
was a big, messy conference room with a big screen. I did not see any windows. It
was a chaos inside the room, just like after two noty kids running amok and
later sitting there, saying: “It wasn’t us” “We did not do anything.” Except
these were not two noty kids, but grown ups. They looked like twins. Somekind
of movie was going on and two bald guys were sitting in the middle of chaos
they created. As they were sitting, they looked like saints. They were wearing
white clothes. From a distance, they looked like humans. Like humans and
saints. Besides of two of those and me, no one else were around us. The
conference room was empty wit no other people.
As
I approached those two bald men, and sitting next to them, with a closer look
they didn’t look like humans at all. For a couple of seconds, their arms and
legs are opened like tree branches. They looked like trees for a couple of
seconds. As their tiny parts of legs and arms returned to human form, in a
closer look you can see that those are divided. They had human forms from a
distance, but with a closer look they were creatures, who looked similar. Like
twins. But one one them was shy and sour, looked humble, but evil. The other
one was nasty and full of hate, arrogant.
Both
of those bold creatures had evil eyes. As I said, one of them were shy, looked
humble, because his posture bowed a bit and did not dare to look into my eyes.
I named it as Mr. Sour with shy face and the name I gave to the other is Mr.
Nasty with hateful face.
So
these two bald creatures were sitting in middle of big conference room,
looking a big screen. On the big movie screen, a projector played a film. The
room was a disorganized place, with hundreds of chairs scattered around. It was
a huge chaos in the room, looked like these two evil creatures were running
amok a couple of minutes ago. They were the ones who created the chaos.
As
I said, those two bald man had similar look, like twins have. They were wearing
white clothes and by time to time, their arms and legs spread out like tree
branches, just for a split of second. After that they were sitting there as
nothing happened. After they looked like trees, they disguised themselves back
for normal human looking men. Evil creatures with evil smile, one of them shy,
other is wile.
From
a distance, they looked like humans and saints. I treated them as saints. I
loved them as I talk to them, but I was blind, because I did not run away from
them earlier. In a closer look they don’t look human anymore. Evil eyes,
divided arms and legs. They were able the spread out their parts of their arms
and legs, and they became like tree branches, but just for split of second. Their
little parts of their arms and legs of tree branches were covered with human
flesh. That’s why they looked human from a distance.
The
angry bald creature told to me in English, with full of hate, with evil eyes
and evil face: “We will kill you.”
I
stood up and I noticed one of my classmate from elementary school. He
represents a lot of things, that’s why Jesus choose him as a main player in his
parable. My classmate is a carpenter as well, as Jesus was before.
My
ex-classmate face was full of hate. I realized that he wants to kill me. I
started to run. My ex-classmate chased me out of the room. I have found only
one door out.
As
I reached to door I have found myself in an other room. This one was organized,
with no windows, looked like a huge megachurch room. Chairs were organized into
a perfect order. The room itself was empty, without any people. The chairs in
it showed some signs of life: on each and every chair were coats, scarfs,
pullovers and bags were placed.
The
interesting things is, despite my classmate wanted to kill me, I had no fear at
all.
As
I entered into that room, I quickly looked around to get something into my
hands against my attacker. Near to the door I have found a wooden sword and a
wooden shield – not useful for me at all. So I was running forward empty
handed, to the direction of stage.
My
ex-classmate had a supernatural power, thanks to those two evil twins. He had 3
wooden balls in his hands, with a killing power, like a schizophrenic has, who
can’t be stopped by 5 men neither.
When
I first looked behind, my classmate was at the door, a far away from me. When I
next looked behind, he was only 3 meters from me. He became superquick and
superstrong with his superpower, and he set himself up to kill me with wooden
balls. Wooden balls combined with superpower are strong enough to kill.
I
was not running anymore. I stopped and turned back, face with the problem –
face to face with my attacker.
My
attacker – 2 meters away from me – did throw away the first ball with superpower.
I was frozen. Despite I was so close, he did not managed to kill me. The ball
did fly away near to me, but did not reach me. I was frozen at the second
attack as well, the ball did not reach me again. I came to alive on the third
attack. The third ball did not reach me at all.
I
noticed something before me. It was within just seconds. I reached out my hand
and I have found an invisible doorknob. As I touched the doorknob, a whole
white door of my size before me became visible. It was open so I closed it
quickly. As I closed it, the door was locked somehow. Around the door a big
white wall appeared and started spreading horizontally and up – reaching the
sky. I have found myself outside the building in a whole new territory. It was
bright and it was in the nature. It was so bright that I was not able to see
anything, just the door and the wall. I was outside with a big brightness from
Jesus.
A
new season started and your enemy not able to harm you.
On that day, when I received the dream, I woke up
in the evening three times with horror as somebody who almost dies. It was an
attack of invisible enemy.
Later on that night, Jesus gave us this dream,
about a solution and about a new season.
For many-many years I had many-many dreams about gaps,
abyss, deeps or being chased, but with no escape or way out. And within just 2
weeks I received three different dreams about gaps, abyss, being chased, but
with escape and solution. This dream is one of those dreams.
There is a solution for way out, meaning, our
season is changed. This season will be very different, not like any other
season before.
Explanation of this dream.
It was a dream about our blindness and naivety,
roots of family issues want to infect us with hate and sour soul. Shy people
used to look harmless, but it’s not the case. Our invisible enemy want to
infect us with poison by our family, our church, our workplace and by our
friends from the past. They have fatal snaky bites. The poisonous bites can
come from arrogant people and from humble-looking people as well. But do not
mix quiet people with shy people. Some quiet people are not shy, but for you
maybe they seem to be shy.
Narcissistic people have split personalities. The
two bald men in the dream represent two kind of evil personalities in a woman
or in a man, or in a child. Those two personalities look the same, evil, but
those are different a bit. They have tree branches, because since centuries,
they infected your family members. Those two bald guys are infectious. They
running in cycles, creating chaos and then pretending nothing happened before.
Arrogant narcissists have split personalities: two
different evil sides. Most of the time, they arrogant side shows up. When they
attacked, they pretend to be humble.
Injured narcissists are more dangerous. Those are
wolves in sheep clothes. Injured narcissists have split personalities as well.
They have two different sides. Their shy and humble-looking side is evil as
well. Not human. Those people are empty. They are occupied by two bald invisible
creatures. When injured narcissists are attacked, they react with anger or
self-pity. They have an angry side as well. These kind of people have two
personalities and they don’t remember if they did any wrong at all. They are
perfect in their own eyes.
Dream in nutshell: I faced against an attack. I
closed an invisible door with faith. When I touched an invisible doorknob, the
door became visible. When I closed it, God created a long and big white wall
around it.
Short explanation: stay away from religious and
narcissist people. They look friendly, but the invisible enemy with them,
within them, wants to kill you. They want to destroy you.
Long explanation.
The
dream was started in a big messy conference room. The room represents your past
and your family, and this represents your brain as well. If you grew up in a
narcissistic family, you suffered some kind of brain injury, when your brain
not worked in total capacity. In your brain, two different thoughts were chasing
each other at the same time, for me it was shame and condemnation.
If
two different thoughts chasing each other, your brain is occupied and not
working with full capacity.
Jesus
is able to heal your brain, if you ask him:
The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the
world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets
itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought
to make it obedient to Christ.
2
Corinthians 10: 4 - 5
Two
evil twins also represent anger and sour soul issues. Your invisible enemies
want infect you with evil thoughts and evil soul.
If
you have a noisy personality, they infect you with anger. If you have a quiet
personality, throughout poisonous bites by other people, they want to infect you
with bitterness. You also gonna have anger issues sometimes – depends on which
side of those evil twins show up in your personality.
People,
who are infected, gonna have split personality, two kind of evil nature. Your
human nature slowly erodes than disappears as the time goes on. I know some
people who have no human personalities at all. They are empty souls.
There
was a big screen for projector in the room. Meaning. Narcissistic people used
to project their own sins and faults onto other people. And they punish other people
for their own sins. They specialize on innocent people. Without knowing they
want to infect innocent people and they want to infect their own children.
Families are doing this since centuries, from generation to generation.
Narcissistic
families choose their innocent children, who are usually truth tellers as well,
and they project their own sins onto them. Innocent children are suffering a
lot, they become black lambs and scapegoats. They unknowingly want to destroy
and kill their innocent child. Their bites are infectious.
Big
movie screen also represents narcissistic people’s everyday life, who like to
watch soap operas. South American and Turkish soap operas are very popular in
their life. Because they use to watch a lot of soap operas, these kind of
people love to create drama and chaos in their own life and other people’s
life. Two invisible enemies prefer to create chaos and drama, then they behave
as nothing happened. They are the ones who creating the chaos, then projecting
the chaos unto you and saying that you are the perpetrator. Then they are
punishing you for their own chaos. The invisible enemy prefer to use humans,
like my classmate in the dream, to do their dirty work against you.
Our
real enemies are not human beings:
For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the
rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark
world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when
the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have
done everything, to stand.
Ephesians
6:12-13
Your
invisible enemy use humans against you to do the dirty work. These people are
maybe your parents, family, workmates, classmates, church leaders, church
members and friends.
Those
people are not your enemies. You have to forgive them. But forgiveness doesn’t
mean that you shouldn’t talk about certain dangerous behaviour or behaviour
patterns to other people to warn them. Your enemy want to silence you. You
shouldn’t go silent. You have to warn other people about certain behaviour
patterns, otherwise other innocent people are falling into the same traps as
you before. You shouldn’t go silent about people’s evil behaviour in the name
of love. In the name of love you have to warn other people about abuses. Some
families and churches abuse others in the name of love. They want to silence
you with shame. But the shame belongs to the perpetrators, not to the survivors.
Chairs
scattered around – meaning: some people are creating drama and chaos. Avoid
them. If they used by the enemy, avoid them. Handle them, but detach
emotionally.
My
ex-classmate represents a lots of things, that’s why he chosen by Jesus to be a
main player in this dream. My classmate, who is a carpenter, represents
religious people, friend, workplace and family as well. He is a businessman in
real life, and use to make things for the Catholic Church. In the dream, I
grabbed a wooden shield and a wooden sword just for a moment against my
attacker. My ex classmate wanted to kill me with wooden balls with a
supernatural power given to him by the evil twins. Evil use humans for dirty
work. Your real enemy are not people.
My
ex classmate is a carpenter. A carpenter use to make wooden things. The wooden
things are easily destroyed by fire.
Paul
said in the Bible;
For no one can lay any foundation other than the one already laid, which
is Jesus Christ. If anyone builds on this foundation using gold, silver,
costly stones, wood, hay or straw, their work will be shown for what it is, because the
Day will bring it to light. It will be revealed with fire, and the fire
will test the quality of each person’s work.
1 Corinthians 3: 11 - 13
The
two evil creatures within a blink of eyes spread out as tree branches. Meaning
– deception. Secretive deception, because the evil twins quickly became like
humans. They look like human, but they are not human. They looked like tree
branches, meaning, deep family roots back to centuries, also veins when your
blood poisoned, also brain. Your brain has a lot of branches.
Chaos
in room represents brainwashing and deception. Things are happening in secret. With
brainwashing, they are mixing the meaning of love with abuse. They abuse you,
but they say, they love you. That’s brainwashing. You don’t have to believe
them. Watch their actions, not their words. Believe in their actions, not their
words. If by their actions, by their abuse they are telling you, they don’t
love you – it means they don’t love you. Watch their actions, ignore their
words.
The
chaotic conference room also represents your family roots, your family, from
them you supposed to receive love. It supposed to be a friendly place, so I was
sitting down next to those two bald evil twins. Those two people were wearing
white clothes. Something was not right about them, but because I was
brainwashed and blind, I was treating them as my friends. The same applies to your
parents. You are treating them as saints, and maybe they hate you. Despite your
love, they hate you.
You
are in the movie room, so you are projecting your own good qualities onto your
parents, that’s way you don’t notice they hate about you. You are also blind,
because you watch them through your own lens and projecting your own personality
onto them. You don’t recognize their real personalities.
One
of the evil twins told me in English: “We will kill you.” They are using humans
– your family, workmates, church people and friends – to do the killing, the
dirty work. The hate is seemingly innocent thing, as like nothing happened. But
if your family, your church leaders, workmates or friend hate you in secret,
the “innocent” hate has a killing power. Hate is killing.
Even
Bible says hate is killing:
Anyone who hates
a brother or sister is a murderer, and you know that no murderer has eternal life residing
in him.
1 John 3:15
If
you are emotionally attacked in your childhood, the many seemingly innocent
attacks from your parents causing CPTSD (complex post traumatic syndrome) in
your adulthood, later in life. Because you did spend your childhood within in a
warzone and you became hypervigilant, watching the tiniest signs before the new
attack. If you don’t recognize that you are abused in your childhood, you will
become the narcissists’ magnet. The attacker will follow you later in life to
the other room you escaped. At least you are seemingly escaped, because you are
still in danger. The invisible twins, the enemy can attack you through your
family, by fake church members, friends and workmates.
The
3 attacks with wooden balls represent killing attempts from your family, church
or workplace and from your fake friends.
Your
escape to an other room, which is organised, represents a believe system. As
you enter into the organised room, you might think from now on everything will
be all right, because your surrounding is organized. But you will be in even more
danger. They set a plot against you and they want to sacrifice you, because you
are innocent. And an innocent lamb is perfect for satanic sacrifice. They are
after you to kill you with seemingly innocent thing, with wooden balls. But the
wooden balls with hateful and evil supernatural power have killing abilities.
Organized
room represents cultish fake church or evil workplace. Some Pentecostal,
charismatic and word of faith movement megachurches are seemingly innocent, but
they use to do satanic sacrifices. At the end of this video, I will tell you,
how they are doing satanic sacrifices for Baal. They sacrifice innocent people,
killing their soul.
So
organized room can be a fake cultish church, freemasons, Luciferian church,
corporate workplace, Hollywood satanic ring, Hollywood pedofil rings, etc.
Organized room can be a lots of things. You can recognize them by their
actions, not by their words.
You
have to watch the next things about them: abuse, fear, intimidation,
punishment, emotional or physical torture, isolation, mindgame, projection,
trauma, secrecy, lies, chaos, drama, confusion, guilt, crazymaking, shame,
humiliation, hopelessness, hate, silencing people.
Look
for the patterns and how many lives they destroyed. They treating you, like an
object, not like a human being. They mixing abuse with love. They say, they
love you but they abuse you. Watch their actions, do not believe their words.
So
in the megachurch room they want to do a cult sacrifice. 3 attacks, meaning:
your invisible enemy is using 3 kinds of people to sacrifice you, to kill your
soul. These people can be family members, church members or workmates, friends.
There are 3 kinds of attacks to kill you.
Empty
conference and megachurch room meaning: there are no witnesses. They are doing
the killer attempts in secrecy. There are no witnesses. Even if there are
witnesses, they are blind and brainwashed, who not notice anything or silenced
with shame. Your killers think they can get away with murder, because all of
the other victims and witnesses are silenced. They think they can get away with
murder, as Joseph’s brothers in the Bible, who killed the memory of Joseph.
They did pretend he doesn’t exist anymore. Thanks to God, Joseph became a
different person. He survived, he came back with power and he became a head.
God
wants you to become a survivor and a head:
The Lord will make you
the head, not the tail. If you pay attention to the commands of the Lord your God that
I give you this day and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, never at the
bottom.
deuteronomy 28:13
The
revenge is not yours. Jesus will set up a revenge against this kind of people,
who are used by the evil.
The
revenge is belong to God:
Beloved, don’t be obsessed with
taking revenge, but leave that to God’s righteous justice. For the
Scriptures say:
“If
you don’t take justice in your own hands,
I
will release justice for you,” says the Lord.
Romans
12:19
“Make every effort to enter through the narrow door, because many,
I tell you, will try to enter and will not be able to. Once the owner of
the house gets up and closes the door, you will stand outside knocking and
pleading, ‘Sir, open the door for us.’
“But he will answer, ‘I don’t know you or where you come from.’
Luke 13:24-25
I
closed the door and Jesus locked the door.
What he opens no
one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open.
Revelation 3:7
There is a solution for way out, meaning, our
season is changed. This season will be very different, not like any other
seasons before. You can speak freely about the warning of evil abuses, without
the people used by evil able to revenge you.
I
was separated from my enemies by a huge white wall.
Jesus
destroys the evil’s work:
The reason the
Son of God appeared was to destroy the devil’s work.
1
John 3:8
A
huge white wall was spreading horizontally and upwards, until reached the sky.
I
was in the nature, outside. I am free. I am finally free. The Bible says:
John 8:36 - "So if the Son sets you free, you are
truly free."
If
you are a truth teller and hate lies, Jesus sets you free and gives you joy;
You have loved righteousness and hated wickedness;
therefore God, your God, has set you above your companions
by anointing you with the oil of joy.”
Hebrews
1:9
Outside,
in the nature I was not able to see anything, because it was so much brightness
around me. Jesus was there somewhere, because he is the source of brightness.
This is why it is said:
“Wake up, sleeper,
rise from the dead,
and Christ will shine on
you.”
Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise, making
the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil.
Ephesians
5:14-16
The
explanation of the dream is over. If you are still interested, I will tell you
some helpful things, what Jesus did in my life.
As I said, on that day, when I received the dream,
I woke up in the evening three times with horror as somebody who almost dies.
It was an attack of invisible enemy.
The
attacks on that evening were coming from one of my friend. Later I have found
out that this person is not a real friend.
So far I did not like to share bad dreams, but God
wants it. There is a special anointing coming when you share the message and
warnings of God. You can share the oil.
These days – within the last two weeks – Lord gave
me dreams about the plan of the enemies. Your invisible enemy can work with one
of your so-called friends. Listen to the warnings about your “friends”.
Jesus destroys the work of enemy in your life.
Some details: two weeks before of this dream Jesus
started to warn me about a so-called friend. That friend wanted to manipulate
me.
This friendship was started about 20 years ago.
That friendship was overwhelming and draining to me, because that friend did 80
or 90 percent of our talk. We talked with each other almost every day, for at
least one hour. It was too much for me. After I wanted to finish that too much
talk, this friend did set up a revenge against me. Despite the whole family’s
life changed for better with my help, the friend had a revenge.
Many years later, despite the revenge of friend and
the too much talk, I was the one who asked for an apologize. This time I was
careful not to talk too much. This person started to apply tricks against me again:
silence treatment, love bombing, verbal abuses in the name of love.
For
example, out of the blue, your friend from the past love bombing you with
messages. Even you are busy, wants you to throw away everything you are doing,
otherwise you are without love. They try to manipulate you and abuse you in the
name of love. Some people are not interested, that you have guests, they think,
you need jump around them, leave your guests alone.
Some
friends are not real friends, because they just think about themselves. When
you need your friend, your friend send you away all the time, but when your
so-called friend love-bombing you with messages, you don’t need to jump either.
Some friends are not real friends. Choose your friends carefully.
Jesus said, I should close the door to this friend,
because my friend is used by the enemy.
Verbal abuses from covert narcissists are seemingly
innocent. Those are „just” wooden balls, like in my dream, seemingly harmless.
Those wooden balls were about the size of billiard balls, except those in my
dream were without painting.
If you are not behaving a certain way, like „a real
friend should do this, should do that”, out of the blue, your covert narcissist
friend will attack you with seemingly innocent, but poisonous verbal attacks
with hate. And the hate has a killing power.
That why I woke up 3 times with terrible
horroristic experience, thanks to the so-called friend used by the invisible
enemy. After this experience I have received the dream from Jesus before
midnight.
In the dream I had 3 attacks. The third attack was
coming from my friend. With the help of Jesus and thanks to Jesus, I closed the
door and the connection with my past is over.
The enemies from past are not able to do any harm to
me from now on. Maybe they want to, but I am free.
Very interesting, since 1 year at least I have
gathered some knowledge about narcissistic people. Despite of this knowledge, I
was in some kind of building, some kind of prison with no windows to the
outside world, as you saw in my dream.
Cultic so-called „christian” churches have no
windows to look outside, to the world of freedom. So they are brainwashed to
believe that they have freedom.
They are not real church, they are hate church.
There
are satanic Baal sacrifices in some Pentecostal, charismatic or other fake
churches, in word of faith movement and in some megachurches.
In
some cases the regional leader and other leaders are choosing an innocent man
or woman from their church. They are usually choosing the quiet ones who are not
able to defend themselves. The leader goes on stage and starting publicly
shaming the innocent ones. Later the evil finishing his work in the black lamb
or scapegoat life when attacking his or her brain with guilt and shame. The
whole church is happy, because something bad is happening with the scapegoat. Usually
the scapegoat dies or injured with bitterness or survives with newfound
happiness.
You
shouldn’t be happy when bad things happen with others.
Celebrate with
those who celebrate, and weep with those who grieve.
Romans 12:15
These
kind of cultic churches attacking just one man or woman at a time. They are
isolating their victims. Their victims has no help from the other church
members. Church members are happy for the drama, for the show. They need newer
and newer human sacrifice and they like to gossip. These leaders used by evil for
public humiliation and the innocent people don’t know anything about the real
problem.
The
leaders used by evil don’t listen to Jesus, they just humiliate you publicly,
without warning. And the humiliation is about small things, gossips of other,
not about real sins. These leaders are never humiliate their own spies who are
spread lies.
Hate
churches are doing satanic sacrifices with public humiliation in order to
destroy and kill you. They are always choosing the innocent ones, without sins.
Instead
of public humiliation, the leaders should do this:
“If your brother or sister sins, go and point out their
fault, just between the two of you. If they listen to you, you have won
them over. But if they will not listen, take one or two others along,
so that ‘every matter may be established by the testimony of two or three
witnesses. If they still refuse to listen, tell it to the church; and if
they refuse to listen even to the church, treat them as you would a pagan or a
tax collector.
Matthew
18:15-17
These
kind of cultic church leaders are not willing publicly shame their own spies,
gossipers, despite those are living in great sins. They need the innocent ones
as satanic sacrifice to Baal.
If
you were persecuted in hate church, as Jesus said, you should be happy:
Beloved
friends, if life gets extremely difficult, with many tests, don’t be
bewildered as though something strange were overwhelming you.
Instead, continue to rejoice, for you, in a measure, have shared in the
sufferings of the Anointed One so that you can share in the revelation of his glory and celebrate
with even greater gladness! If
you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are greatly blessed, because
the Spirit of glory and power, who is the Spirit of God, rests upon you.
Let
none of you merit suffering as a murderer, or thief, or criminal, or as one who
meddles in the affairs of others. If you
suffer for being a Christian, don’t consider it a disgrace but a privilege. Glorify God because
you carry the Anointed One’s name. For
the time is ripe for judgment to begin in God’s own household. And if it starts
with us, what will be the fate of those who refuse to obey the gospel of God?
And:
If
the righteous are barely saved,
what
will become of the wicked and godless?
1 Peter 4: 12-18
Some
signs of hate church: they are spying on you and they are silencing people in
the name of love.
But
in the name of love, don’t go silent. You have to speak about the abuse, so
other innocent people will saved from them. In the name of love, save innocent
people.
In
November 2018, Jesus gave me the sign of Jonah. I think many people will
receive the sign of Jonah. As I said, I treated my parents as saints and I did
not notice any bad about them. But through 3 days and nights, Jesus showed me
in films that they do not love me. The abuse is not love. He opened my eyes,
but my heart went broken. He said, I should watch their actions against me and
I should not believe any words about love. Because they are mixing the abuse
with love and it is brainwashing. The presence of God was so strong, that I was
shaking and crying for 3 days. Also was darkness, because Jesus showed me dark
things about my family. My heart went broken, but Jesus is near to the brokenhearted.
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
Psalm 34:18
I
had two different thoughts in my mind since my childhood, but I did not even
noticed that, because it was familiar and I did not know any other. On those 3
dark days and nights, Jesus did set me free from the 2 thoughts chasing each
other. Condemnation and shame. My brain and soul became totally free. I became
capable to see things after many-many years in the wilderness. Jesus healed my
brain damage. Though I was clever since childhood with very good results, my
brain never worked in full capacity. I have a perfect brain now and I am able
to focus.
Couple
of months later, because I missed the old church, Jesus started to show me by
his Holy Spirit, that church is not the right church. It’s a hate church.
So
I remained in the wilderness and Jesus started to give some dreams again. I
became a dreamer. It is a prophetic gift. And if you have a prophetic gift,
your family and some people don’t like you. But it’s all right.
When Jesus
arrived in his hometown of
Nazareth, he began teaching the people in the synagogue. Everyone was
dazed, overwhelmed with astonishment over the depth of revelation they were
hearing. They said to one another, “Where did this man get such great wisdom
and miraculous powers? Isn’t he just the
wood-worker’s son?
Isn’t his mother named Mary, and his four brothers Jacob, Joseph,
Simon, and Judah? And don’t his sisters all live here in Nazareth?
How did he get all this revelation and power?” And
the people became offended and began to turn against him.
Jesus
said, “There’s only one place a prophet
isn’t honored—his own hometown!” And their great unbelief kept him from doing any mighty
miracles in Nazareth.
Matthew
13: 54-58
